I’m not sure sometimes why I write things down. I think I have something important to say, but does anybody really care? We all have our own opinion on everything. Sometimes my husband says I need to not push my beliefs onto others or I will sound preachy. I do agree with him, my problem is, I just think if I can plant a little seed, in someone’s brain to open it up a bit, I have accomplished what I set out to do. Not that I have all the answers by any means. I am always educating myself though. I am open to everything and all opinions.
I have always been the type of person that would never argue my opinion, just in case I am wrong. There are many times the people you argue with, are so opinionated that it is just a argument, it doesn’t go anywhere. What fun is that? I don’t like arguing at all with anyone. Some people do though, they thrive on it. I don’t understand that at all.
I’m still reading my series of Anastasia, The Ringing Cedars. It is absolutely amazing. I’m on book 7. It makes me laugh a bit when I read parts were people are slandering the book and doing their best to make it out to be some kind of fairy tale. Really, do people have to slander what they don’t know? Just because something is different and a bit hard to comprehend, bang it’s a lie.
I found it funny one day I was talking to a girlfriend of mine. I was talking about my beliefs about death. Her statement back to me was, wouldn’t that be nice, if it was true. I kind of laugh a bit because it is what I actually believe. I find it sad, that not all people have a good feeling about death. Accept those that have had a near death experience. People that have experienced that usually say it is peaceful. I guess it’s just the unknown, that people have a hard time with.
Mind you, how can you be at peace with death when you have either been taught; you’re going to hell if you’re not good or there is nothing after you die it’s just over. How horrible are both those beliefs. I was raise with the teachings of Jehovahs witness, if your not familiar with these teachings, there are, that after you die you go back to dust, the dirt, were man came from, then after “Armageddon” which is the end of this system of things, you will be resurrected into a paradise.
I, at a very young age, did not feel right about this. It took me till I was 18 to leave the religion, because I didn’t want to hurt my dad. I had too though. It wasn’t fair for me to lie any more. I led a double life for many years. One thing my brother always said to me was, don’t you want to see mom again in the new system? We lost our mom when she was only 39 years old.
It was very hard through my life to deal with death. I would say a bit of an obsession. I was always curious. What does happen? Is there life after death? I talked in other posts of mine, how I believe everything is energy, you know if something feels right or wrong. You are born with this power to have emotions and intuition within you , unfortunately most people don’t listen to it.
I have just started learning to listen to it. Well my point here is if something feels right go with it if it makes you happy do it. Happy, how many of you are truly happy? Take away all your big fancy houses, cars and fashionable clothes. Are you still happy? If not, GET HAPPY. That to me would be “the meaning of life”.